RxGal & Her Quest for Randomness

I'm not sure what I should blog about, though I know my vox feels neglected.

Work is not so good. It's been a Slooooowwww month for me and I lost the biggest customer I had.  I'm sure my bank account is going to be mighty sad when I pay the rent at the end of the month.

Love life. . . ah it's a roller coaster. I have a few people that are interested in me, in whom I have no interest.  And the one person I do have interest in is. . well. . . pretty fucking pissed off at me.  I've kinda told myself to just roll with the punches, but rolling with the punches isn't exactly getting me anywhere.

The one really kick ass thing is my apartment.  It's turning into one really snazzy dig. I'm STILL waiting for my god damned bed and tv to be delivered, though. *sigh*

I'm still looking for extra money and apparently it'd be very easy if I didn't live in California.  Damn you, Alpine!

Anyway, this update sucked, but at least I made an effort. Peace out.

Blech. I've been eating so well and so lightly for awhile that eating a taco makes me want to vomit my insides.

Just a rant here:

How the fuck am I lacking in funds?  I make twice as much as my friends do, a little more than my mom makes, and I don't spend money.  My monthly rent is a 1/4 of my monthly salary, my bills don't amount to much, and the most amount I spend is on my dogs to buy them new toys or treats.  What the fuck gives?  I was just thinking about getting a side gig for extra money, but it may be that I'll HAVE to get a side gig if I want to keep living.

I want to strangle my coworker so badly.  I only know two people in my life I wished physical harm upon. . . she makes it three.

I'm taking the day off on Monday to do a mini road trip up the coast.  Lord knows why.  My best friends want to take one of their cars (a convertible) up PCH to Santa Barbara.  Kind of random, but I've been so damned stressed lately, anything to distract me is welcome.

Thank God for Vox or I'd lose my mind.

What my week has been like:

-Dropped almost $3000 for the new apartment, thanks to deposits and rent.

-Broke up with the love of my life, my boyfriend of 5 years

-Scratch that, was DUMPED by the love of my life.

-Love of My Life ran into some AWFUL trouble out in the dessert, begged and pleaded with me to help him.

-Proceeded to berate me and how much I suck on the drive back.

-Lost the biggest account I had at work.

-My dog had diarrhea.

So someone tell me something great, cuz I'm feeling pretty god damned sad, stressed, and hopeless.

What are your neighbors like? (The ones you live near or next to, not the ones in your Vox neighborhood!)

Practically nonexistant.  The  apartment to my right is vacant, and the ones across and on the left of me might as well be empty.  I've been there a couple of days and I haven't seen my neighbors at all.  I'm just hoping I don't get the neighbors from hell.  So far, I like knowing they aren't real :)

How old were you when you had your first "official" boyfriend or girlfriend? What was he/she like?

19. He was the type of older man that liked young women. . . but they had to be legal.

Did I seriously just spend $700 at the AT&T store?  What the fuck was I thinking?

Upside - my bluetooth headset is sexy as hell, which makes up for my unsexy but very new cool phone.

Downside - looks like my fridge is going to be full of slimfasts and apples thanks to my splurge.

What compliment are you most often given?

"Wow, how did you get so pretty?"

I hate that. Is that even a compliment?  It's like people are surprised I'm not ugly.  How did I get so pretty? My dad's ugly genes and my mom's beautiful genes came together in a mish mash of me.  My brother is actually prettier than me, which makes me glad he isn't gay, or else he'd steal all the boys.

"You don't act like a girl."

What is up with people and their insulting compliments?  I know they mean it in a nice way, because they say and act so, but still. . .

"You have such pretty hair."

When I was in high school, I went to an all girl's catholic school.  This girl who hated me plotted to have my hair cut off.  She was seriously crazy.

"You're actually pretty smart."

I like this one a lot.  I don't care if people sound surprise that I'm smart.  I don't care if they're insulting me when they say it.  They say it, so take that, stupidity! Fuck you! Fuck yo' couch!

Hey all.  Anyone miss me?

I've just been so busy with work and life that I haven't had a chance to post, let alone catch up on my neighbors.  The sad thing is, I've been pretty boring and I really don't have much to update.  On a good note, though, I'm moving in April to a REALLY great apartment in a REALLY great area.  In fact, it's so great, I think I'm basically paying a high rent just to live in that zip code. Oh well.  If I'm going to live somewhere, it might as well be a place I really love.

So tell me. . .what's new with you?

I was going to post, but I've got a call coming in.  Guess I'll update later.

If you were suddenly granted the day off today, how would you go spend your free time?

Sleep. Sex. Eating. Not in the order, and in many more frequencies.